I woke up this morning just so thankful that God has molded me the way he has. When I look at the person I have become I take pride in knowing how far Ive come. I recently have been in the process of healing over certain situations and with prayer and prayer and the support of my fiancee and family I can actually talk about it and open up and be ok. Ive been raped continuously and afterwards got into a four year abusive relationship. . Ive been spit on, kicked down, controlled, thrown around and HERE I STAND bold and as beautiful as ever. God has made me a living testimony. . and i plan to one day help young women and single mothers even men who have been in my same situation or even close to it. Im here to say there is a way. . .
The topic thats been on my mind for days now is a verse from Matthews 17:20 Jesus spoke and said if you had faith as little as a mustard seed you would tell this mountain "move from here to there" and it would move. My favorite example excercising faith as little as a mustard seed is Job. He was torn apart physically and emotionally but never spiritually. No matter what his friends or in fact his wife said or did he never lost faith. As a result of that he got blessed with twice as much as he started out with. Can you imagine everything being taken away from you in a blink of an eye and still lifting up your hands to praise him, still thanking him your alive? Can you? Job was a very great man if you ask me. .now a days people only come to God when they are in need they forget the most important things in life.
The fact of the matter is we all have certain fears and doubts in each of our personalities. .which in fact malnorishes our spirituality. Our biggest enemy is in fact ourselves though we wont admit it.
The Bible says in 2 Peter 1:3 that as we grow in our knowledge of God, through his divine power he gives us everything we need for life and godliness. Jesus relied on the Word of God alone to overcome obstacles, including the devil. God's Word is alive and powerful (Hebrews 4:12), useful for correcting us when we are wrong and teaching us what is right (2 Timothy 3:16). So, it makes sense for us to carry God's Word in our hearts through memorization, to be ready to face any problem, every difficulty, and whatsoever challenge that life can send our way.
If we want a healthy relationship with not only God but also with ourselves and others we have to first work on us. . Our habits, our downfalls, etc. I believe God uses me as a living testimony to one day be able to help young women and single mothers and even men in my situations or situations similar to mine. Being humble I realize is not only being forgiving but also admitting and accepting your mistakes and correcting them.
DO NOT KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT DO NOT EVER FEEL LIKE YOUR ALONE AND NO ONE UNDERSTAND BECAUSE THERE IS A GOD IN HEAVEN THAT SAYS DIFFERENTLY, THAT LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE INSIDE AND OUT.
For days I have not been able to pray I start and something stops me and I just felt like God did not hear me I felt unworthy and dirty for all that i have gone through I have blamed myself. On top of all the things I have done but today I had a breakthrough. God forgives our sins if we repent and turn away. And always remember it is never too late to turn to him.
Todo lo puedo en Cristo que me fortalece
I can do all things in Christ, who strengthens me
Philippians40;13
This verse gets me through any doubt or fear or even when Im just having a bad day and I hope it will do the same for others.
*Beautifully Shattered*
more coming on this topic. . stay posted
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